My bestie and sushi!

Yesterday with my best friend Line!

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Lunch at a nice Japanese place! Sushi and cola, and for dessert we had ice cream with whipped cream and chocolate! Line had a funny green tea ice cream and I had regular vanilla, chocolate and strawberry – yum! Both of them was pretty good..

We had a nice day, and we talked about the past, present and the future. I have missed her a lot, and had the best time with her. ❤ She is a wonderful person..

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Spring is near

 Spring is upon us 

 

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Spring is almost here, atlast! Its been snowing quite a lot here in Denmark, but now its melting away, the sun is shining and the sky is so amazingly blue! I have been having one of those very rare ”cleaning fits” – so I have been vaccuming, washing the floors, cleaning the kitchen, dusting and putting things in their rightful places. It just looks amazing now, and im pretty pleased – as I always am when I do clean. Now im just sitting in my armchair, trying to relax a bit before im going to an open house thing with my little sister, to see if its anything intresting for her to live in, who knows, im hoping atleast!

 

Me and one of my best friends Line, is going to go for sushi soon, we are waiting for a package from smartdog.dk and that gives her a great reason to visit me again! Then we are gonna go out for sushi and shopping, and see if there is anything we cant live without! Im really looking forward to that, we see very little of each other recently due to exams, jobs, education and boyfriends.. Busy little bees!

 

Thursday I am going to a birthday, one of my great friends Carsten is turning 22 and is having a huge party at his house, it will be fun, I just dont quite know what to get him? But I will find out, and I know him, he is happy that we are just joining him, and I truly enjoy spending time with him, he is a great friend.

 

Next month im going to an 80’s party, jeez what to wear? I really have no idea, and im thinking about just wearing regular party clothes, cause im just not that into the whole 80’s theme! Maybe you guys could link me some clothes styles from the 80’s?

 

This month is full of things to do, and so is the next month, today will be one of the more relaxing days, cause I really dont have that much planned. I think Im going to watch some movies now, read my Anita Blake book and maybe wash a load of laundry, would be nice to get that done too.. Living in my own place has made me busy, but also pretty content, I am thriving a lot more, living here on my own, with my fiancé, and soon, the summer is here, and everything will be so much easier, cause the warm sun just gives more energy! All this winter is getting on my nerves, and I just hope this is the last snow melting now.. I cant wait to lie in my garden char, reading a book, enjoying the sun on my face..

I proved you wrong..

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This is simply to all the bad friends I have had over the years, starting from school and up till’ now. A nice and well put ”fuck you” is in order, cause I did prove people wrong, and I did do something great with my life, and I am exited about what lies ahead. The past has been rough, and I have had friends who belived they were so much better than me, and their parents even encouraged them to belive so. Why cant people just think themself equal? I always thought of myself mostly as equal, until the person either did something so retarded that I just couldent view them in that way, or something so down right evil that I wouldent want to spend a minute longer in their presence, but either what – they had to ruin it for themself.

Me finishing my education has truly amazed alot of people, especially when they find out wich education im finishing. I guess it just sounds fancy? But I cant help but feel a little pissed in some way, that they ever truly doubted me, that they belittled me so much, cause friends should never even be able to think of such things, they should be supportive and caring.

– I will share a small story with you guys, that has left a little scar behind, so you can see why I am so terribly offended now.

When I was a young teen, I went to a fancy private school in the suburbs and I had a good friend named C. She had folks who truly loved and spoiled her rotten, wich was great for her, but horrible for me, cause I got the ”shit parts” of that spoiled little brat, and I thought she treasured me as a sister, a kindred spirit – Oh how wong I was.

When I finished school, we went our seperate ways, I went to a higher type of education than her, she took a business school, and I choose to get a higher one, cause my parents said it would be smart.. When I went to tell C that I got in, she told her folks ofc, and a few weeks after, she told me they said ”Too bad you dident choose the same, cause she is dumber than you, and now she will have a higher education.” She just told me, straight out, just like that, no flinching, no embarassment.. I was speachless! I was always less, I had always been in their eyes, and somehow I had always known, but it never hurt me, till’ now…

That episode right there, wasent the thing that made me stop being her friend, and I loved her as a sister, I really did. When we got even older, her parents thought I would try to steal away her boyfriends, cause I was just that cheap… And I was oh’ so jealous of her, and how pretty she was. So not true.. I never once liked any of her boyfriends in that way – ever, and I would never ever try to steal them away, and I never tried to stay friends with any of them after they broke up, I did not stay in touch. I was the perfect friend, but she ofc dident do the same, and even today, she keeps in contact with my ex-boyfriends, wich is kinda a ”girls rule” that you just dont do! Well.. She did, and I just found out in the end, that me and her compared – I was the one who was too good for her. She listned to her folks, and dident let me tagg along with her and her boyfriends when they went out, cause she apparently belived that I would do such a horrid thing. – Never in my life have I ever dated a friends ex, and I never will, it is a rule that I live by, and even if they would find it okay, I wouldent…

 

What makes a bad friend bad? What makes a good friend good? I cant place it myself, I just feel it, its the things we sacrifice for oneanother, and the things we dont ask, but we just get, and give in return. Have you ever been heart broken by a good friend?

Some friends has been amazing, and a huge warm thanks to these people, I dont even need to mention your names, cause you guys knows who you are. There isent many people that I trust, and even fewer that I call friends, but you guys have won me over, and you deserve everything, thank you. I had a tough life, and I owe very few, but the few very close friends I have, those I owe everything.

Heart on a sleeve

In your life..

Some people makes a difference, some makes it even worse, and then theres some, who touches your heart, in a way you never would have thought was possible. Who brightens your day, and brings a smile on your face every time your emotions runs off with you. Their called friends.

In life, you stand before many choises, some very difficult, some extremely easy. Making a choise to be friends with this person, was the easiest choise in the world for me. I met her in school, I was taking a shop education, in danish its called ”MG”. At first I dident notice this girl at all, I was so busy trying to fit in, even though I never really fit in. When we first talked, it was like we just clicked, everything was just perfect. Ive made some bad friends through the years, so I held back alot and dident want to trust her at first. But in the end, I couldent help not trusting her, not loving her, and not seeing her as a twin sister. We were so alike.

She gratuated half a year before me, and I missed her like crazy that half a year, where she werent around in classes. I actually ditched alot of classes, cause I hated being there without her. But I got my degree, I passed and I made it. After passing my exams, some time passed by, I dident think she would care to keep in touch at all, but that proved to be very wrong.

We started to meet up, and talked about everything and anything, and we had the same view on the world, on life. We went out dancing at discos, and had an awesome time, she really got me through alot of tough times. I can only hope that I got her through some tough times aswell, so I returned the favour.

Now, she is having a hard time, after a long time of illness, she got to know that she has MS (multiple sclerosis), but has no idea how its going to affect her life yet, im hoping for all the best for her, and im worried like hell, cause she dident deserve this at all. Im thinking like crazy about her illness, and how to deal with everything. I looked online, google, wiki and so on, like the propper geek I am, and studied her illness, so I could understand it better, to be a better friend for her.. Cause I dont want to loose her, to something as stupid as not understanding why she isent feeling right just that day. I guess im strange, looking everything up on the internet, but dont I owe her understanding, when she has shown me so much herself?

Im a very ”touchy feely” person, highly emotional, very loyal, always trying to be as good as I can be tords my friends, and I knew she had something, and I feared the worst, but I just dident quite realise that she could be having MS.

Life gives you alot of fantastic days and alot of heartaces, this is one of them. But when I think back, to us walking inside Copenhagen, drinking shush ice, the weather just perfect. I get that fantastic day all over again, she is one of my best friends, and I will always support her, no mather what life tosses our way.

 

I guess, this post was more like a sort of diary for me, and kinda some strange way to praise my friend. To say thank you for all the awesome times, and to tell her, that there will be alot more of them.